Thursday, November 18, 2010

thank you lindsay njoten-taite for making me aware of this

http://onthebrod.tumblr.com/tagged/otb/chrono

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

what is this, if only correct functions

The mind. We think tragedy and we think death. But what of the death of the mind? The slow deterioration that crumbles memories and the deepest of passions, and then what of reality? To the mind that is suffocating, the only reality is that in which your mind creates and trusts. What your mind constructs, even the cruelest of hallucinations, is the reality in which you exist. Living friends, murdered within moments. Your home suddenly becomes strange and alien. Your lover, after decades spent together, transforms into your ex-wife, long divorced, as only a fraction of a second passes.

And it all becomes crushingly real under the weight of a dying mind.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

class act

Thursday, October 21, 2010



Monday, October 11, 2010

ive been listening to sufjan's new album today, "the age of adz", and there is a song called "i walked". here are the lyrics:

Lover, will you look at me now?
I'm already dead to you
but I'm inclined to explain
to you what I could not before
Whatever you didn't do, what you couldn't say
I am sorry that the worst has arrived
For I deserve more.
for at least I deserve the respect of a kiss goodbye

Tell me, do you think of me now
as I think of you?
For I could not have shaken the touch of your breath on my arm
For it has stayed in me as an epithet
I am sorry the worst has arrived
For I'm on the floor
In the room where we made it our last touch of the night


I walked, cause you walked
but I won't probably get very far
sensation to what you said
but I'm not about to expect something more
I would not have run off
but I couldn't bear that it's me
It's my fault
I should not be so lost
but I've got nothing left to love


Lover, will you look from me now
I'm already dead
but I've come to explain
why I left such a mess on the floor
For when you went away
I went crazy. I was wild with the breast of a dog
I ran through the night
with the knife in my chest
with the lust of your loveless bite


I walked, cause you walked
but I won't probably get very far
sensation to what you said
but I'm not about to expect something more
I would not have run off
But I couldn't bear that it's me
It's my fault
I should not be so lost
But I've got nothing left to love

I walk, 'cause you walk,
I walk, 'cause you walk,
I walk, 'cause you walk,
I walked, 'cause you walked,
Yes, I walked, 'cause you walked.
Yes, I walked, 'cause you walked.
Yes, I walked, 'cause you were mine.



beautiful, aint it? grab the new album and take a listen.